Ariella's Raw Journey:
January 2010
Alanna
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January 1, 2010

Well i decided to forego the juice fast for awhile.  mostly because i dont have enough produce around TO juice and i dont get paid until tuesday...... sooooo that being said.  Will just choose to eat right until i can do it later this month.

I am going to lose the 15 pounds in the next 9 months.  I know i can do this.  I just need to be dedicated.  I also decided i need to make it a priority to practice yoga daily and get back into my meditation practice.  I am going to start with 5 minutes a day and build up from there.  I do better when i am meditating.  Also i am going to go to spinning 2 to 3 times per week.  It is a high calorie burn and a good form of cross training. Works different muscles than what i am doing. I want to be able to really go out and bike the town come spring/summer. 

this shows the benefits of kefir: http://www.kefir.net/benefits.htm.

The benefits of consuming kefir regularly in the diet

Easily digested, it cleanses the intestines, provides beneficial bacteria and yeast, vitamins and minerals, and complete proteins. Because kefir is such a balanced and nourishing food, it contributes to a healthy immune system and has been used to help patients suffering from AIDS, chronic fatigue syndrome, herpes, and cancer. Its tranquilizing effect on the nervous system has benefited many who suffer from sleep disorders, depression, and ADHD (attention deficit hyperactivity disorder). 

The regular use of kefir can help relieve all intestinal disorders, promote bowel movement, reduce flatulence and create a healthier digestive system. In addition, its cleansing effect on the whole body helps to establish a balanced inner ecosystem for optimum health and longevity.

Kefir can also help eliminate unhealthy food cravings by making the body more nourished and balanced. Its excellent nutritional content offers healing and health-maintenance benefits to people in every type of condition.

the kefir pictured (at the link) is not the kefir we are drinking though. I had started to drink kefir mostly because i was told my daughter needed it for her UTI.  Will probably continue for awhile.  Maybe throughout the month of january.  It is not exactly inexpensive but i believe that all of our digestive systems need a little bit of work.  Me. my kiddos, my hubby.  So am hopeful that this will restore the balance.  Also intending to drink green smoothies every day and get started with my hemp protein powder again.  I think that is why i have been craving beans because i do need the protein with all the exercise i do.  When i am drinking that I dont have the cravings for protein like i have been lately.  It is just $12 a bottle and haven't felt like i had the $ to buy it.

So kefir through january (maybe longer depending on my husband and daughter). hemp protein powder again.  yoga and meditation daily and spinning 2 to 3 times per week.

If i meet all of my goals i intend to reward myself with a half spa day.  I dont want it to be food motivated.  so 9 months to lose 15 pounds and meet all these other goals as well.  Through summer though the spinning challenge will probably change as my intention is to be outside more and this year i would really LIKE to join the womens soccer team.  I had wanted to do this last year and awsn't able to due to the car wreck. :( Hopefully this will be the year.  When summer comes, i will readjust my goals.

As far as long term goals for the year - i would like to learn to communicate better with my hubby sometimes we just dont make the mark and sometimes that is my fault.  Hopefully as the year progresses this will get easier.  When we were dating it was so easy and then we got married and well it just got more challenging.  That is my personal or relationship goal for the year.

Another goal i have for the year is healing.  really focusing healing into my knee.  I am going to try to eat nori at least every other day if not every day.  Also drink a green juice daily.  I need to be pumping as much greens into me as i can and get that knee healed up.  It is time to be done with this!

The other thing i hope to do this year, is well figure out WHAT it is exactly i want to do to try to earn some extra money - personal training, medical transcriptionist, raw food preparation for people, genealogy....... where/what do i want to be doing? I just know i need to be earning more income.  would prefer to be at home.  hopefully i can get direction for that soon......

I will have to wait on pics until sunday.  Left my camera up at my friends house in denver yesterday :( boo! couldn't take new years pics or pics of my pie or chocolate or pics of me and my hubby so we can see hte progression. 

food log:

banana

reverse osmosis water

green smoothie - spinach, strawberries, cranberries, blueberries, orange juice, coconut non dairy kefir, flax seeds, bananas

2 sea weed wraps - blackbeans, guacamole, sprouts, tomatoes, romaine lettuce, black olives

slice of raw chocolate pecan pie

piece of raw chocolate

small piece of gluten free vegan challah

sip of sparkling grape juice

large plate of salad with guacamole

smoothie - orange juice, banana, flax seed

exercise:

45 minutes spinning

60 minutes vinyasa yoga:


January 2, 2010

total wash today.  started off bad.  had an emotional day with some stuff going on that i can't journal about.  not really much in the house to eat right now.  sooooo i ate not as good as normal.  tomorrow will be better.

food log:

gluten free vegan cereal with almond milk

veggies with hummus

1/3 cup cholent

more veggies with hummus

few slices of oranges

banana

slice of gluten free bread with almond butter

exercise:

none.


January 3, 2010

Today has been rough too.  Am still having some issues in my personal life.  Which since they involve another well i can't really talk about it on here as that person is very prviate and I know they would not appreciate it much.

So working on just doing the best i can with my diet until i can get to the store to go shopping on tuesday! PAY DAY! It really is a bummer to not have any money!  this month is going to be really tight for me since i had so many days off and unfortunately i dont get paid for all those classes that i missed even though i would have worked had the club been open.  Part of the life of a group ex instructor.  Yes it was LOVELY to have the days off.  I have enjoyed partaking in other peoples classes, well for the most part, but now to get back to reality.

I put up some pics to start really documenting my journey.  still dont have a measuring tape.  So can't take inches yet.  Mind you these pics are post workout this morning so they are not the greatest, plus stress = icky pics.  oh well! at least it is something!  Dont want to keep them off or i may never get them taken! ha!

Went to the most boring spin class EVER this morning! oh my gosh! i thought it was going to last FOREVER! normally i love spinning, but 15 minutes into class and he just kept doing the same thing over and over and over and over and over and over.....well you get the idea.  I was thinking. oh my word this is going to be the longest class ever! and it was! it pretty much repeated itself throughout the entire class.  And throughout the whole thing i was bored in my gourd.  I like to be challenged, pushed to the limit.  I like a little excitement coming from the instructor of which he had NONE!  wont be going back to that class again!

on a final note, wanted to share this article (the link to it anyway) to dr. mercola.  This article was really good! even if you are not raw yet, or dont want to go raw and you are reading this.  you should read this article about the danger of High fructose corn syrup to the body! It is really profound.  What are we as a country doing to ourselves and to our children? please read and contemplate....

http://articles.mercola.com/sites/articles/archive/2010/01/02/HighFructose-Corn-Syrup-Alters-Human-Metabolism.aspx

food log:

12 oz green smoothie - orange juice, spinach, flax seeds, strawberries, bananas

8 oz apple/pineapple juice

seaweed wrap - lettuce, tomatoes, a smidge of guac, cucumbers, olives

one bite of leftover raw choc pecan pie

8 oz pineapple/apple juice

1 gluten free vegan pumpkin muffin homemade

8 oz orange juice

small handful of raisins and raw almonds

fruit smoothie - orange juice, flax seeds, blueberries, strawberries

seaweed wrap filled with lettuce and veggies and a little guacamole

reverse osmosis water

herbal tea made with reverse osmosis water

exercise:

50 minutes group power (barbell class)

50 minutes cycling class

Calories Burned:
3,187
Lifestyle:
2,396
Activities:
791

weight:

150.0

Grams Calories %-Cals
Calories
1,600
Fat
43.3
374
23
%
Saturated
2.9
25
2
%
Polyunsaturated
6.6
55
3
%
Monounsaturated
14.2
119
7
%
Carbohydrate
295.2
1,133
70
%
Dietary Fiber
25.3
Protein
28.4
101
6
%
Alcohol
0.0
0
0
%
 
Fat
  (  
23
%)
Carbs
  (  
70
%)
Protein
  (  
6
%)
Alcohol
  (  
0
%)

eliyahu food log: green smoothie, orange/pineapple juice, apple/pineapple juice, orange juice, seaweed wrap, almond butter on gluten free vegan bread, 3 gluten free vegan homemade pumpkin muffins, chocolate almond mylk (homemade), salad, cabbage roll, lots of reverse osmosis water

chana food log: green smoothie, orange/pineapple juice, seaweed wrap, almond butter on gluten free vegan bread,3 gluten free vegan homemade pumpkin muffins, chocolate almond mylk (homemade), salad, cabbage roll, lots of reverse osmosis water


January 4, 2010

Feeling more normal today.  more myself.  after a turbulent 3 days.  finally things started to chill out last night. So hopefully this will usher in calmness and sweetness.

Going to start practicing yoga everyday well starting today.  I didn't do very good yet at that.  I did get some practice time in on Friday that was lovely.  But nothing the last 2 days. 

Getting up this a.m. to go and teach was tough.  I really do love what i do but i guess the thing i dont like is being bound to a schedule.  I like to have freedom to not HAVE to be anywhere if i dont want to be.  ha! maybe i need to get into my kitchen more and put together recipes and write a book or something.  Maybe someday.  I would like to put together a raw course though and do presentations here locally.  that is something i have been thinking about for awhile.  Raw has changed my life for the better in so many ways.  Yes i do still struggle from time to time.  But it is how i feel best and what my body needs to function best.

I would like to make sunday a juice day each week.  think that my body needs a day of down time to not have to process food to heal whatever needs healing or work on whatever.

food log:

12 oz fruit smoothie - strawberries, blueberries, bananas, orange juice

12 oz fruit smoothie - same as before

banana with 1 TBS almond butter

sea weed wrap - mmmm!

baby carrots

taste of raw honey

large plate of salad + veggies + guacamole

small salad, same as b4

1/4 cup homemade vegan potpie

fruit smoothie - same as before

reverse osmosis water

herbal tea with reverse osmosis water

Grams Calories %-Cals
Calories
1,092
Fat
12.8
113
10
%
Saturated
2.0
18
2
%
Polyunsaturated
1.8
15
1
%
Monounsaturated
1.0
9
1
%
Carbohydrate
245.0
922
84
%
Dietary Fiber
28.1
Protein
18.2
58
5
%
Alcohol
0.0
0
0
%

exercise:

45 minutes fit bar

45 minutes balls, bands and bars

60 minutes ZUMBA

60 minutes yoga cycle (50 minutes cycling, 10 minutes yoga)

Calories Burned:
3,807
Lifestyle:
2,146
Activities:
1,661


January 5, 2010

Yay.  ok scale moving in right direction.  now if it keeps going that way.  all will be good :)Still WAY to close to the 150 mark.  But oh well.  it is coming down that is the important thing. 

Today is usually my slower day.  i have to go and sub a class for somebody.  This week is going to be rough not only am i  back to full work load but i will have subbed a few classes as well.   phew.  hopefully the body withstands.  all i can say.

Feeling more happy again.  The things that were going on around the 1st are not an issue for the time being.  Hopefully they stay that way.  My inlaws are coming over for dinner tonight.  I am going to make some raw sushi wraps again and maybe a chocolate coconut cake.  My MIL really enjoyed that, made it for her birthday.   Need to see if i can find the recipe..  So maybe the sushi wrap, the cake and some fresh juice.  That is what i am thinking for me and the kids.  My husband and the step kids and the inlaws are going to have some kind of baked chicken.  Maybe i will make them salad as well and some cooked broccoli.  That is what i am thinking anyway.  It is always nice to have them over.  I invited my parents to come over for dinner next week but they declined.  Such is the way of my family.  They can only come over if it is a holiday or a birthday or something :(  That is something that i wish would change.  I was hoping to make a family dinner a more regular thing.  oh well.  They said they would be here for my stepsons bday party next month.  Guess that is something.

My muscles are sore from the spin classes.  I really pushed a hard class yesterday for cycling.  I miss those "highs".  Man talk about an adrenaline rush.  LOVE it!  On the one hand i really dont want to teach any more classes because ittakes time from my children but on the other, well i miss teaching cycling.  I miss those sore muscles and the rush you get from doing it and DRIPPING sweat.  It just works different muscles than the ZUMBA.  dont get me wrong, I LOVE ZUMBA! it is a lot of fun! i just like a lot of variety :) When my kids are older and out of the house, (not that i wish for THAT to happen ANY TIME soon! i will probably teach a lot of classes! and just spend a lot of time at the gym.  I dont know it is a thought anyway :)

so here are my goals for 2010:  Not listed in order of importance but more as to how often....

yoga daily

meditation daily

sea weed daily

green juice daily

skin care regiment - skin brushing and moisturize face daily!

spinning 2 to 3 times per week

juice fasting on sundays

more walking

less time on computer

learn to communicate better with my spouse

decide - what do i want to do for extra income?

food log:

12 oz fruit smoothie - blueberries, strawberries, oj, banana

banana with 1 TBS almond butter

12 oz fresh oj

banana

raw revolution bar - spirulina and cashew

slice of almond cheese

8 oz green juice - spinach, apple, pineapple - not super green but was feeding to all my family and wanted them to enjoy as well ;)

gluten free vegan squash muffin

nori wrap

green smoothie - spinach, oj, strawberries, blueberries, flax seed

slice of chocolate pie :)

reverse osmosis water

herbal tea made with reverse osmosis water

Grams Calories %-Cals
Calories
1,865
Fat
58.7
515
27
%
Saturated
6.3
55
3
%
Polyunsaturated
5.5
46
2
%
Monounsaturated
12.9
109
6
%
Carbohydrate
329.1
1,248
66
%
Dietary Fiber
29.8
Protein
38.4
138
7
%
Alcohol
0.0
0
0
%
Fat
  (  
27
%)
Carbs
  (  
66
%)
Protein
  (  
7
%)
Alcohol
  (  
0
%)

Description

exercise:

120 minutes hatha yoga

50 minutes total body toning

Calories Burned:
2,862
Lifestyle:
2,267
Activities:
595

weight:

149.5  (-.5)

shopping:

frozen blueberries, chicken breasts (for my husband and kids), pineapple, organic bananas, watermelon, clementines, avocadoes, almonds, spinach, 10# apples, 2# carrots, sushi nori sheets, romaine lettuce, flaxseed, hummus, raw honey, 3 raw bars, vit d3 (for my hubby who tested deficient) $102


January 6, 2010

Excited to get on the scale this a.m. down another 1 pound.  good to see the scale start to slowly go down :) was going to get up and spin this morning.  but decided to stay in bed and sleep in instead.  I have been tired lately and i want to make sure i make it through a full week of work before i start adding in some of the other stuff i want to do.  My goal is do go to cycling sunday, weds and friday. but i went sunday and taught monday this week.  so think that will be it for this week.  i am teaching zumba on friday this week.  my last friday am switching to monday at that time slot so will actually get to take a class on friday and can be earlier in the day wont have to get home at noon and then have only 4 hours to try to clean and cook! oy! very stressful.  anyhow i am excited about that. 

I have been having a lot of pain in my left shoulder and left side of my neck.  Think that the whiplash from my car accident has resurfaced.  Apparently that is a common thing to happen 6 to 12 months post accident, which is why often time the insurance company pushes you to settle sooner than that.  BUMMER! This has been going on for like 3 to 4 weeks now.   Anyhoo, my chiro did say i could have a few more massages so hopefully that will clear it up.  I hope so. I dont like the constant ache in my body.

So aside from that not much else new.  Yesterday i did get in yoga and meditation time. i have done my 2 spinning sessions for the week.  Drank my green juice yesterday.  Off to a good start.  need to do my skin brushing.  Will do that today.  Working on changing into some more positive habits for myself and body :)

food log:

smoothie - oj, blueberries, strawberries, flax seed, apple

slice of raw chocolate pie

banana

raw revolution bar - spirulina and cashew

slice of almond cheese

green smoothie - coconut non dairy kefir, spinach, orange juice, strawberries, blueberries, cranberries

green juice - apples and spinach

Grams Calories %-Cals
Calories
1,168
Fat
35.8
321
27
%
Saturated
3.5
31
3
%
Polyunsaturated
0.7
6
0
%
Monounsaturated
2.2
20
2
%
Carbohydrate
200.4
762
63
%
Dietary Fiber
19.6
Protein
32.3
120
10
%
Alcohol

exercise:

60 minutes yoga

60 minutes ZUMBA

30 minutes ZUMBA basics

Calories Burned:
3,136
Lifestyle:
2,251
Activities:
885

weight:

148.5 (- 1, -1.5 total)


January 7, 2010

Exhausted today, and also feel bloaty.  think my cycle is going to come any day now.  this is what usually happens.  i got 10 hours sleep the night before and 9 1/2 hours last night.  of course, this would happen on my long day usually have 5 classes today however it snowed yesterday and the roads are really icy, my 5:45 am class is a good 50 miles away and 30 minutes drive.  so called all my students and told them i was canceling this morning.  i didn't want to chance driving that far on bad roads. 

Hubby came to my ZUMBA class last night! i was so proud of him! hopefully he keeps coming.  he also is going to start personal training with me sometime this year! yay! i know he can do it.  he is not happy with his weight at the moment and is trying to make better food choices.  i am really happy for him and proud of him :)

Yesterday, did my whole body and facial skin brushing, green juice, green smoothie, yoga and meditation.  was a good day :)

Today my ex well is being a jerk. I  have asked him since the beginning of last week for money he owes me for the kids activities.  He just keeps ignoring me and putting me off and not paying me.  UGH! i hate having ex husband to deal with.  I wish he would fall off the face of the planet.  This morning he was supposed to have the kids back to me by 7:30 we have SCHOOL to do and a schedule to keep.  didn't bother to show up until 9:30 am.  He is fine as long as he is getting his way but the minute you challenge his belief or his actions in the slightest he becomes megajerk.  who calls names and stoops pretty dang low.  I may end up having to take him back to court, When we settled i let him pay $300 less PER MONTH and he is not paying their health insurance either which he is supposed to.  My current husband is paying for it instead.  If he doesn't pay me though, i am going to go file.  I am tired of having these battles with him.  He should start thinking of his children and not just himself.  He is really good at that. 

food log:

green smoothie - oj, coconut nondairy kefir, flax seeds, cranberries, strawberries, blueberries

nori roll

gluten free muffin

pineapple, apple and spinach juice

green smoothie - same as  b4

herbal tea made with reverse osmosis water

reverse osmosis water

Grams Calories %-Cals
Calories
934
Fat
17.9
158
17
%
Saturated
1.2
11
1
%
Polyunsaturated
2.6
21
2
%
Monounsaturated
0.7
6
1
%
Carbohydrate
196.8
739
78
%
Dietary Fiber
18.6
Protein
14.7
45
5
%
Alcohol
0.0
0
0
%

exercise:

50 minutes total body toning

60 minutes fit bar

60 minutes ZUMBA

60 minutes ZUMBA TONING

30 minutes yoga

Calories Burned:
4,042
Lifestyle:
1,966
Activities:

weight:

148.5 (0 change/-1.5 total)

shopping:

tomatoes, lemon, celery, 8 pounds apples, avocados, onions, parsley, sesame seeds, spinach, lettuce, almond cheese, gluten free tortillas, chickpeas, raw honey, baking soda, alfalfa sprouts seeds, cacao nibs, gluten free bread, olives, sea salt, coconut oil, 3 raw bars, kefir - $105.76 spent.  all produce was organic.


January 8, 2010

well friday.  ALREADY here.  survived a full week back to work plus subbing some classes.  Was wondering how i would do.  My knees are really throbbing.  and my left shoulder and left side of my neck are still hurting.  But i still feel energetic.  Hopefully i can pull that through to the 9:15.  I am usually just done after the 6:00 am.  Out of energy after that.  ha! Guess i have a mental thing about friday.  Easier to work on the other days.  Friday i just want to well not work.  I have several offers out there for other classes, one club with potentially 6 classes! another with one and another with 1.  Dang i could be teaching a ton.  Now to just decide if that is what i really want.  Honestly not.  But we kind of need the $ right now.  So may do it because of that.  Though i don't like to teach for those reasons.  May do it.   We just seem to have so many bills here lately.  gaah! i am sure that is the story of everyone's life.  Just hard to not take the opportunities when they come up in that type of scenario.  Will see.  Going to take the weekend to really think about it. 

Down another 1/2 pound.  Woohoo.  I thought for sure after yesterday, it would be at least a pound.  I mean come one.  4 1/2 hours of exercise, really watched my food, and only 1/2 pound.  oh well! glad for that anyway!  Motivation to stay good through Shabbat.  Shabbat day we spend at other peoples house.  The one girl we go to often has a lot of nuts at her house and well honestly that kills my diet.  I can do avos and coc oil ok, but nuts i have to do sparingly or i see the pounds start to come back and what seems like quickly.

Guess other than that. don't have a lot to say.  Have been trying to get more ordered around the house.  Seems to kind of be working.  Slowly but surely.  things have just been too chaotic around here.  So everyone is assigned chores on different nights now and not just on one day.  I think it has been good.  Things seem more tidy.  I function better when things are tidy.  Plus it is nice to not have to carry the workload by myself so much ya know.  It is hard to get everything done with everything else i do.  Homeschool, work, have to put stuff together for work and take my kids to activities and well play with my kids too and see my husband.  Housework doesn't always seem like the highest priority.  Although really it is ;)  Anyhoo thankful for a good week as far as that goes.

oh last night, on the way home i picked up a raw revolution bar - spirulina and cashew.  And also had a slice of almond cheese.  I was really hungry after teaching 3 hours straight.  so brought my calories for yesterday up to around 1400 instead. ;)

did get in yoga and meditation yesterday.  also did skin brushing.  green juice.  yup.  yay!  will see if we can squeeze them in today or not!

food log:

green smoothie - coconut non dairy kefir, flax seeds, lots of spinach!, strawberries, 2 small bananas

small banana

slice of raw chocolate pie :)

2 nori rolls - mmm!

green juice - pineapple/apple/spinach

*gluten free vegan butternut squash muffin

large salad

green smoothie

slice of gluten free vegan challah

sip of grape juice

1 spring roll

herbal tea made with reverse osmosis water

reverse osmosis water

exercise:

45 minutes fit bar

60 minutes ZUMBA (teaching)

20 minutes ZUMBA (practice)

Calories Burned:
3,258
Lifestyle:
2,301
Activities:
957

weight:

148.0 (-.5/-2.0 total)


January 9, 2010

food log:

green juice

3 bananas

2 apples

2 nori rolls

bowl of lentil veggie soup (homemade)

2 slices of raw chocolate mint pie

slice of orange

raw revolution bar - spirulina and cashew

ice tea made with reverse osmosis water

herbal tea made with reverse osmosis water

exercise:

100 minutes walking


January 10, 2010

going to try to juice fast on sundays.  will see how this goes. Kids are both sick.  THey came back from their dads that way :( His idea of feeding them is giving them cereal, some m &m's and pop corn, which our daughter is allergic too :( I can't get him to stop it though.  SOOOO irritating.  I told him she gets sick from it and he knows it but apparently it is too hard to say no or to care that she is sick and i get the aftermath of trying to get them healthy again.  So lots of fresh OJ for them today.  They start up their religious school again today.  so sending snack of oranges for them.  going to go and get some D3 today for them.  we ran out. and more kefir.  ayyyy!!!  Can't he just learn to feed them right and not be lazy??? wouldn't that be nice!??

anyhoo! so Sabbath (Shabbat) we spend up at a friends house.  We don't live in the community so we drive and spend it with her.  She is gracious and opens her home to us every week.  I try to bring enough food with me.  But yesterday wasn't one of those days i guess.  I ate some lentil soup and yes i did have some challah and just a small sip of grape juice.  We walk to synagogue and then walk back.  Also took a walk later in the day and let the kids play at the park.  was good to let them get out.  She has a small apartment so i think they go kind of stir crazy in there.  Had popped by another friends house yesterday but she wasn't home.  She had gone to visit someone else.  ahhhh well! maybe in a couple of weeks.  So friday and saturday night i was in bed by 8 pm.  Ok how sad is that? ha! but it was nice to sleep for 11 hours one night and 10 1/2 the next.  Maybe i will go to bed early again tonight!??? That would be fun :)

Yes i did get in my green juice the last couple of days, did skin brushing on friday, but did not do yoga the last 2 days.  going to class today though.  so will get in my practice then.  Plan on doing some green juice today as well in addition to others.

food log:

8 oz fruit smoothie - banana, fresh oj, coconut non dairy kefir, strawberries, cranberries

12 oz fresh oj

herbal tea made with reverse osmosis water

reverse osmosis water

____________________________________________

ate about 3 pm because i had been out since 11:30 and didn't have any juice with me:( next week will be better!

slice of almond cheese

banana with raw honey

____________________________________________

hubby broke his toe was getting ready to make myself some juice and get back on track and then go to spinning but instead off to the ER we go.....

handful pistachio nuts

8 oz apple/pineapple/spinach juice

nori roll - spinach, hummus, guacamole, spinach, tomatoes

chunk of watermelon

green smoothie - banana, spinach, oj, blueberries, strawberries

exercise:

50minutes yoga


January 11, 2010

Cycle started today.  finally.  at least it was exactly at the one month mark.  I get really grouchy the day b4 it starts.  I knew it was coming.  Always feel better after it is here.  Guess it is like a release of hormones or something!

Hubby broke his toe yesterday.  Took him to the ER.  Was quite the adventure.

Today i am just kind of tired and feeling kinda blah.  argh! ah well.  it is called first day of my cycle.  I have a big decision to make.  trying to decide if i should pick up 7 classes that i have been offered or not..... I would have to be gone another 2 nights of the week.  3 classes back to back 2 of the nights.  the other would be a friday morning class.  Wow.  So what to do, i am so conflicted.... on the one hand, I really don't want to pick up any more classes right now.  But on the other hand we need the $ and it is a good opportunity.  These 2 places are being really flexible and let me put them when they would work into my schedule.  Now that doesn't happen really often.  Normally it is a class time and you can either take it or not.  so WHAT to do!  Then i forgot there is another one i could possibly take as well.  so that would be 8?????? I need to make a decision soon! Hoping to just get hit over the head with what to do.  I have another offer that may happen as well in february that has been mentioned that would be 1 to 2 classes.  25 is my max I taught that as a woman going through a divorce and also a divorcee but it was a lot!........... anyone anyone??? Any advice? I could take them and back off after i am able to order the medical transcription course that i want to do so i can earn some money working from home.  don't get me wrong.  I LOVE teaching.  I LOVE helping people meet their fitness goals, but i also LOVE to be at home with my kids and family.  I hate to be gone so much.  They are only little once and i don't think that i will get to have anymore and i don't want to miss their childhood......so again....what to dooooooooo????

food log:

green smoothie - spinach, oj, flax seeds, strawberries, blueberries

slice of raw chocolate pie

8 oz fresh oj

nori roll

pistachio nuts

another slice of raw chocolate pie

fruit smoothie - same as b4, no spinach - out :(

large salad with guac

herbal tea made with reverse osmosis water

reverse osmosis water

exercise:

45 minutes fit bar

45 minutes balls, bands and bars

120 minutes zUMBA


January 12, 2010

Had to go and get a crown build up for today.  Have a bad tooth.  That is one thing, since i had kids, my teeth have gotten bad.  I am hoping by adding more greens including wheatgrass that my teeth will start to get better on their own.  i have done a lot of fruit not always a lot of greens.  i know i have been focusing more on greens lately but that is my "goal" for this new year.  more greens.  think my body needs that. will be glad when it is summer and i can grow some of my own.  They are expensive right now in the stores. and the stores dont have everything i want.  I like dandelion greens and kale and i haven't been able to find that.  so eating a lot of spinach.

Think my hubby also needs lots of greens right now to help knit his broken toe back together. so have been making him juices and green smoothies as well and also lots of salad.

so didn't practice yoga yesterday or drink my green juice.  was out of greens. :( and was just too busy to do yoga.  Got it done along with meditating today.  I did do my skin brushing yesterday and moisturizer for my face though.  Working on building those good habits.  one day at a time.  Soon they will become 2nd nature just like eating is.

food log:

smoothie - flax seed, oj, strawberries, banana, blueberries

1 small gluten free vegan pancake + raw agave nectar

rice cake

shot of wheat grass juice

fruit shake - pineapple, coconut, strawberries, oj

large salad + guac

another large salad

fruit smoothie - same as b4

exercise:

60 minutes hatha yoga

50 minutes total body conditioning


January 13, 2010

Man i am tired today. ugh! got 11 1/2 hours sleep last night. not sure what is up with that. Probably just the usual i started my cycle and now get tired thing. could be my body is trying to ward off getting sick. Both the kids came home sick last week from their dads :( I have been pumping them full of lots of fresh juice, green smoothies and salads. And they have been getting 10 to 13 hours of rest but they are still not better yet. Also been giving them d3. but am kind of low on funds so can't go and get the sambucol which usually knocks it out fairly quickly. Tonight they go back to their dads. lovely. His idea of being a good dad is having them stay up way late, then they have to get up very early AND they eat cereal, or cereal or more cereal. nothing healthy :( gaah! that is one thing i really dislike about being divorced is that i have to share and that my ex is so darn well not smart when it comes to parenting. He just wants to be the likable guy and not a parent. Pretty much lets them do whatever they want and they come back and i have to deal with attitudes and behavior issues. gotta love it......

Last night did a date with my daughter. was fun :) we painted her nails and did her hair. watched dora. had rice cakes and did a sleepover. Such fun. :) Love having just special time with each kid solo. nice to connect with them that way. Next week will be my sons turn :)

Tonight i think i am going to go and scrapbook for a little while anyway. Want to get to bed by 9:30 latest since i have to be up at 5 am. 5 classes day tomorrow. Love scrapbooking. nice to have a creative outlet that i can do :)

Was going to get up at go spinning this morning. but opted to stay in bed. Was just too tired and didn't want to get up. Just wanted to stay curled up next to my little girl. ahhh well. probably need the rest anyway. really don't want to get sick. will try to do some extra classes next week again. just feeling kind of run down this week.

food log:

green smoothie- oj, flax seeds, strawberries, blueberries, spinach
banana with TBS almond butter
8 oz apple & spinach juice
large salad with guac + raspberry vinagrette
chocolate banana ice cream
4 oz fresh oj
fresh oj

vit d3

exercise:
60 minutes hatha yoga
60 minutes ZUMBA


January 14, 2010

Haven't been wanting to get on the scale since i am on my cycle. will once again get on the scale next week when it is over. ugh, really hate the bloaty feeling though.

Things are really tight here financially so until i get paid on the 20th well my diet may not be the greatest. We still have some food for today, maybe tomorrow but after that. well will have to c.... not sure when my husband gets paid. i sure hope it is this week. gaah!

food log:
green smoothie - spinach, flax seeds, oj, strawberries, blueberries
handful pistachio nuts with shells
fruit smoothie - strawberries, blueberries, banana, water
large plate of salad + raspberry vinaigrette
slice of orange
apple/spinach juice
reverse osmosis water
1/2 cup gluten free spaghetti
bowl chocolate banana ice cream
herbal tea with reverse osmosis water
2 apples + 2 TBS almond butter

exercise:
60 minutes hatha yoga
50 minutes total body toning
60 minute fit bar
60 minutes ZUMBA TONING
60 minutes ZUMBA


January 15, 2010

Gahh!! feel like my body is trying to get sick. i sure hope not! i have a big work training this weekend where i am going to have to push my body hard. I need to be in top shape. Maybe a night of full rest and i will feel better in the a.m. I sure hope so!

I had to get my teeth worked on - a crown done on tuesday. I hate the stuff that they inject into your gums to numb your mouth! it always have negative effects on me! That may be all it is.

Had a chiropractic appt today and also a massage therapy. The therapy ack HURT! she really was digging in on my feet and my calves. argh! but my knee is feeling better than it was beforehand and she got my foot to flatten out. I was hoping she would work on my neck as that has been really hurting. But she didn't have time to get to it. sigh! Hope the headache clears up soon.

Anyhow. i don't feel so good so that is it for today. will have to be sunday night before i write again. Wont be home until then.

food log:

16 oz fruit smoothie - fresh oj, strawberries, bananas, apple
8 oz fresh oj
16 oz fruit smoothie - same as before
orange
8 oz fresh apple juice
2 apples with almond butter
2 oz wheat grass
smoothie - fresh oj, strawberries, mango, vit c, echinacea
chunk of watermelon
raw revolution bar - spirulina and cashew

exercise:
45 minutes fit bar


January 16, 2010

Had a work training today. so keeping this short and sweet as i need to get back to studying for my "test" tomorrow.

food log:
green smoothie - blueberries, LOTS of spinach, strawberries, bananas, fresh oj
3 raw revolution bars - spirulina and cashew
2 bananas
orange
handful of raisins
lots of water
another green smoothie
1 gluten free muffin

exercise:
a lot of spinning - around 3 to 4 hours or so?? tomorrow will be more.


January 17, 2010

survived my work training. will blog more tomorrow. i am tired but exhilarated at the same time.

food log:
green smoothie
2 or 2 1/2 bananas
handful raisins
some sunflower seeds
salad with olive oil and vinegar
large salad with guacamole
8 oz fresh oj
herbal tea with reverse osmosis water
a TON of water

exercise:

lots and lots of cycling - 4 to 5 hours...... i don't know. it was a TON! and my BUTT HURTS!


January 18, 2010

wow so guess i have not journaled much here recently. i have been BUSY! homeschooling, running the kids around, trying to do new work stuff, work training this weekend and then Friday i was not feeling so good. Spent a good chunk of the morning just plopped in front of the couch doing NOTHING but watching star trek next generation. have been going to bed so early here lately. went to bed at 6:30 on friday, 9 pm on saturday and then 7 pm last night. WOW! can you say i don't have a very exciting night life. ha! maybe someday when i am not getting up at the crack of dawn and pushing my body to the max

The work training was amazing! LOVED it! it was tough! yes very tough. it was challenging. at the end, i wanted to cry because my butt hurt so badly and we had to still sit on the little bike seats and even with my bike shorts well my butt is no longer calloused like it was when i was doing tons of cycling pre-autoaccident. I was happy my knees held up. My neck and shoulder keep going out though. It is an exhilarating feeling to push your body so far way beyond what you believe your physical limits to be and you still make it. you are still strong. it hurt to sit last night. aside from that though - i am pretty good. have been able to teach this a.m. Thought i would be sorer than all get out. So now i need to learn the rest of the choreo and then i film a video for it and then i get my official pass to teach it. But am going to start co-teaching next week. Am excited. Want to get this baby finished. My goal is to have it done in a month. will see. i have so much other stuff i have to stay on top of it. but that is my goal. I have a 3 month limit though. can't go any further out than that. I am hoping to get a class teaching this. will see.......

So haven't been doing good on drinking my green juices. Haven't been home and also still have only a small amount of groceries here in the house. I bought $100 worth on friday but it is about all gone already.... yikes! between the 4 to 6 of us. it doesn't last very long. and lately it doesn't seem to buy very much. can't wait for summer when i can start growing some of my own food! i am out of greens! argh! going to have 2 more days with no greens. sigh! oh well. Have decided i am also going to start juicing carrots again. I had really good luck with weight loss when i drank carrot juice and ate high raw. so will try adding the carrot juice with some kind of green in it and see how that goes. Only plan on doing that though for as long as it takes me to get to my goal weight after that i fully intend to NOT drink carrot juice again. ha! it is not my favorite anymore.

food log:
banana
fruit smoothie - blueberries, strawberries, banana, oj
spoonful of raw honey
2 oz wheatgrass juice
2 oz fresh oj
apple with 1 TBS almond butter
1 1/2 bananas + 1 TBS almond butter
fruit smoothie - same as before + dried coconut
couple of bites of carrots
another apple with 1 TBS almond butter
small handful of sunflower seeds
fruit smoothie - blueberries, strawberries, banana, oj, coconut
another banana

exercise:
45 minutes fitbar
45 minutes balls, bands and bars
120 minutes ZUMBA
15 minutes or so ZUMBA practice so not all out.

weight:
150.0
ugh - what the heck. i work my butt off and still stuck on that number. blahhhhh!


January 19, 2010

We are officially almost out of healthy food. argh! i get paid tomorrow i am SO thankful! yesterday I was starving! seemed like i was eating all day long. What i really wanted was a salad but we have no greens. no veggies really. today is going to be rough. ah well! I bought $125 of food on friday and it is gone already. Where does it GO??? That is what i would like to know. Feeding a family of 6 can sure get expensive. ay!!!

Was going to go to a yoga class tonight. But my son and i are having a our once a month date tonight! :) so will be chilling with a movie, hanging with my favorite boy and having some snacks of some sort! I am excited. the kids look forward to date night and having the one on one with me. i love it. it helps give me a stronger bond with my babies. i wish we could do date night more often but finding time is so hard. i have dates with my kids more often then i get dates with my hubby! that RARELY happens! wish i could say that was different, but it isn't.

Food log:
fruit smoothie- banana, strawberries, blueberries, shredded coconut, oj
apple with 1 TBS almond butter
1 Gluten free vegan pancake (running low on raw foods)
green smoothie - same as before - found a small amount of spinach. ahhh lovely!
apple with 2 TBS almond butter
slice of orange
piece of pineapple
spoonful of raw honey
reverse osmosis water
herbal tea from reverse osmosis water
rice cake (date night)
very small salad
smoothie - grape juice, strawberries, oranges

exercise:
60 minutes vinyasa yoga
50 minutes total body conditioning

weight:
149.5 (at least we are back down .5 pound, here we go again!)


January 20, 2010

I am so tired of NOT having any money! ARGH! I hate not eating stuff i don't really want to but there is literally NOTHING left here to eat! A company took $ out of my account before they were supposed to and then i got charged a ton in overdraft fees! good grief!!!!!!!! I am totally stressed to the max. I was thankful i scrounged up a couple of things for my kids to eat this a.m. While it may not be what they "like" at least it is SOMETHING! This is why i need to teach more. Of course november & december i didn't teach a bunch of my classes due to all the holidays that gyms shut down so i am way low on my fundage compared to the meager amount i normally make. Plus my ex owes me a bunch of money that i spent for kids classes. He is taking his sweet time to pay me back! argh!!!! My gas tank has been on empty all week and now i have like 6 miles left. Have been scrounging change together to get myself to my jobs and keep it at empty. Eegad! come on!

My mouth was throbbing all last week. I had a crown done or temp put on anyway. My jaw was hurting! yikes! yesterday i went in to have the official crown put on. There was some cement left along my gumline and that is what was causing the pain. Good grief.

Massage yesterday was very painful. she worked on my feet and my calf. Apparently there is a ton of fascia or something in there that she broke up and now my feet are starting to flatten out. I still have one hamstring that is not working at all???? what the heck? I have no idea how to get it firing up again. This has been since the car accident. I am just TIRED of stress!!! ack!

Will see how much my paycheck is today. hopefully it is enough to make it to the end of the month. this will be another short one due to all the missed classes for december :( Next month will be bigger again. Thank goodness! ok enough complaining. Today has just not been fun for me! tomorrow is bound to be better!

later: ok did my classes. got things sorted out with the bank. they thankfully reversed those charges. had to beg and plead though and have the place that billed me early beg and plead as well. good grief. spent my entire paycheck (almost) on groceries and vitamins for the week. but it is worth it. the fridge is stocked. I have raw food in my tummy and i am MUCH happier. I get incredibly cranky when i can't eat the way i am accustomed to. my body doesn't feel as good and mentally i don't feel as good. I get just really down and blah. I also don't drink water when i can't have the reverse osmosis kind. i cant stand the thought of putting the chemical laden water into my body and would rather go without than drink that. Then i get tired and well you get the picture.

food log:

1 cup oatmeal (from the whole oats, with cashew mylk (homemade) and raw honey)
1 cup chocolate cashew mylk (homemade)
few bites of raw cashews
16 oz shake - strawberries, mango, fresh oj, vit c, echinacea
large salad : lettuce, spinach, banana peppers, green peppers, tomatoes, cucumbers, pickles, olive oil and vinegar
large salad: spinach, homemade guac with avocado, tomatoes and olives and some salt, sprouts - mmmm!!!! :)
dandelion root tea with some homemade almond mylk
reverse osmosis water

exercise:
60 minutes yoga
60 minutes ZUMBA
30 minutes ZUMBA basics - just running through steps with my class

groceries:
almond butter, 13.5 pounds org bananas, .5 pound org celery, 4 org tomatoes, 8 pounds org apples, 4 org avocados, 2.66 pounds org. pears, org grape tomatoes, 25# org juicing carrots, 5 gallons reverse osmosis water, 1 pound org almonds, trail mix, sesame sticks (for hubby), spelt flour, org raisins, yeast, vit d3 gummies, froz org broccoli, 3 raw bars, nori sheets, 2 packages of org spinach, 1 package org romaine lettuce, nut thins, 2 almond cheese, gluten free tortillas, kosher cheddar cheese, container soy milk, raw honey, 2 baking sodas, 2 packages soup (for hubby), gluten free lasagna noodles, dates, arnica, gluten free blueberry muffins, whole food vitamins, 2 containers olives, kombucha, diced tomatoes, dandelion root tea, laundry soap, coconut oil, barley powder, gluten free cake mix, frozen veggies, baked beans, pistachio nuts, grape nuts, rice cakes, distilled vinegar, waffles, frozen blueberries, cranberries, pickles, berry punch, 2 oj concentrates, beef patties (for husband and step kids), 24 oranges, 3 # minneolas, 2 green peppers, 1/4 watermelon, wheat bread, 5 pounds grapefruit, 2 mangos, sprouts, ritz crackers, another 4.5# bananas (on the reduced rack using these for banana ice cream) - $302. ouch!

weight:
didn't weigh today, day started off just kinda crummy with kids fighting and that was what i woke up to.


January 21, 2010

Ahhh so tired today!!!! i am definitely in need of a weekend! a lovely relaxing weekend. I am tired. The weekend of training this puts me at day 12 of working out straight and as you know this is more than one class per day, it is multiple. my body is just done. I wish it were friday morning. I would be done teaching for the week. ok well we will hang tough, make it through a 5 more classes. we can do this right???

yay. got a green juice in, green smoothie, skin brushing, yoga and meditation. tomorrow will go to a cycling class so i can get that in for the week. trying to make these positive life changing habits. one day at a time!

food log:
bite of gluten free muffin
2 cups green smoothie - oj, blueberries, banana, strawberries, flax seed, spinach, barley green
raw revolution bar - spirulina and cashew
8 oz carrot/apple juice + 1 tsp barley green
chunk of watermelon
rice cake
reverse osmosis water
TBS raw honey
4 tater tots
green smoothie - same as before - go me!
3 cashews
small bite of raw chocolate pie

exercise:
60 minutes vinyasa yoga
50 minutes Total body conditioning
60 minutes Fit bar
60 minutes ZUMBA
60 minutes ZUMBA TONING

weight:
149.5 (no change)


January 22, 2010

Finally. i feel like i can have a bit of a coherent thought. Yesterday i hit my breaking point. I was so so so very tired! oh my gosh! in the afternoon i really wanted a nap but couldn't. had promised the kids i would take them to Target so they could look at the toys. They wanted to spend their chore money. They don't get a ton but what they had was burning a hole in their pocket. hahaha. no it is all good. They wanted to see some fruit to their efforts. They just started getting paid for chores in december sometime. My son scored and got some military stuff that was on clearance. My daughter bought a barbie. She changed her mind a ton of times before she decided on that though. She is so funny. So we did that. Then my son had a testing scheduled with his teacher 2nd graders apparently are supposed to be at 60 wpm in reading skills and my son is at 120 wpm. Woohoo! yay! he loves to read though :) So that is good! Then i had to work on my ZUMBA for the night then was off to class. Came home and just wanted to pass out but my sweet hubby ran a bath for me. Then i PASSED out! this morning i got up for class. Legs still felt a bit like jello but we survived. Had a rockin class kicked some butt ;) It is all good! :) Have more energy today that is for sure. But am thankful it is friday. May or may not go spinning today. I may just choose to go sunday instead and give my body a wee bit of a break :)

Today i have cleaning and laundry to do. Also cooking to prepare for Shabbat. We may stay home this week. I am so tired and frankly need a break. The kids have been sick. Haven't the $ to go and get them sambucol. That usually knocks it out pretty quickly. My husband has been sick now for most of the week. My MIL has been sick for gosh at LEAST a month! There is just some nasty stuff going on around here. Thankfully I HAVE managed to stay healthy. Even though i have been tired.

I did decide to take 3 of those classes that i was offered. 2 more maybe.... will see. Waiting to hear back what they want to do. The 3 new classes will start the end of this month. At least they are back to back. That is always good. I passed on doing it 2 of the nights though. I look forward to tuesday nights off and being with my family then. So while yes the extra money is needed and would have been nice. I already feel like i am compromising by choosing to do the one night anyway. Hopefully it will be fun and will meet some nice fun new people.

Going to not have any challah tonight except for a small bite. It seems every week after Shabbat, i have to start all over in regards to weight loss. So will see if that is it. I am pretty sure i have a spelt allergy still and i think it bloats me up doing that. So will probably be better just avoiding it. I am also allergic to the rice flour and corn flour! ack! pretty much all the gluten free stuff. Good thing I eat mostly raw. huh?

food log:
green smoothie - a TON of spinach, 2 bananas, oj, blueberries, cranberries, barleygrass
apple with 1 TBS almond butter
3/4 cup carrot/apple juice with barley grass
small handful of raisins
spoonful of creamed raw honey
green smoothie - same as b4
large salad with guacamole
chocolate banana ice cream
reverse osmosis water
dandelion tea made with RO water and a little bit of homemade almond mylk
bite of gluten free vegan blueberry muffin

exercise:
45 minutes FIT BAR
60 minutes walking

weight:
147.5 (-2.5 total) - finally! now if it would go down more and stay down life will be good ;) I want OUT of the 140s!!!!


January 23, 2010

not my finest day today. but i did ok ;) tomorrow will be a liquid day. juices, teas and smoothies. eventually i will get down to just juice but not there now.

food log:
2 pieces gluten free homemade spice cake
green smoothie - spinach, barley grass, blueberries, cranberries, oj
lots of dandelion root tea with reverse osmosis water and homemade almond mylk
banana
apple with TBS almond butter
reverse osmosis water
carrots with hummus
fruit salad

exercise:
60 minutes slow walking


January 24, 2010

woke up definitely feeling as though i am detoxing. not sure if it is the dandelion tea, barley grass or combo of both. Today will be a good day for liquid fasting. Have decided to not weigh myself on the weekends. At least that is a 2 day break from it. ha! I like to stay aware of it though otherwise i could climb up and not know it.

Am going to be working on some choreography today - ZUMBA, ZUMBA TONING, and RPM. Have much to do and seemingly so little time to do it! eek! ah well. It is good. Just will be a busy full day.

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Dandelion root contains a bitter, milky juice that is thought to be capable of energizing the body. It also has properties that can detoxify the body and purify the blood.

In India, dandelion root is used as a remedy for liver disorders. It is considered an excellent diuretic, largely because of it high potassium content.

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Dandelion root is available as a freeze-dried herb, in capsules, in liquid extracts and tinctures, and as a tea. Because of its bitter taste, dandelion is often combined with other herbs, such as licorice, sassafras or ginger to make a tea that has a flavor similar to root beer. Typical dosages of dandelion root are 2 to 8 grams three times per day of dried root, 250 mg three or four times per day in capsule form, and 5 to 10 ml three times per day of tinctures of dandelion root.
What about dandelion side effects?

Though dandelion is generally safe and gentle, some people may have an allergic reaction to the milky latex in the stem and leaves. Dandelion root should not be taken with pharmaceutical diuretics or drugs that have a diuretic action. People who are taking medications for diabetes should use dandelion root with caution, as it may intensify the blood sugar lowering effects of those drugs

food log:
green smoothie - banana, lots of spinach, barley grass, blueberries, cranberries, fresh oj
3 cups dandelion root tea made with RO water and a little bit of homemade almond mylk
8 oz carrot/apple juice + barley grass
green smoothie - same as before, plus strawberries
3 cups dandelion root tea made with RO water and a little bit of homemade almond mylk
3 cups dandelion root tea (same as b4)
green smoothie - same as b4
3 cups dandelion root tea - same as b4
______________________ did good most of the day juice fasting but then wanted some food
2 bananas
apple + 1 TBS almond butter
2 rice cakes
small salad

exercise:
55 minutes ZUMBA class
20 to 30 minutes practicing for classes this week...


January 25, 2010

ARGH! every weekend i jump back up to the magic 150.0 guess i have to totally give up any grains. They just dont do well with me. They cause me to gain every time :( grrr..... so sad. i have been watching every monday it is the same thing. friday i am down and monday whee back up again we are. ok so now i know what i need to do. It is just frustrating. forced into submission. ha!

on the flip side. my arms and shoulders are getting more muscular. I have had even my students noticing. haven't really been doing anything different. but kind of nice. i like toned arms. Still have a little bit to go until i am where i want to be. but i love muscular look.

later: tired but not really hungry today. made myself a giant salad and green smoothie, but all i really want is some tea. I think i had too much yesterday. so i am listening to my body. when i am ready for some food i will eat. for now though, liquid it is.

food log:
green smoothie - barley grass, strawberries, oj, coconut
6 cups dandelion root tea made with reverse osmosis water + a little bit of homemade almond mylk
1/2 PURE organic wild blueberry raw fruit and nut bar (the kids decided it was yummy and wanted it! ha!)
another 3 cups dandelion root with with RO water + a little homemade almond mylk
large plate of salad - spinach, tomatoes, cucumbers, homemade guacamole
green smoothie - same as before + spinach
slice of almond cheese
reverse osmosis water

exercise:
45 minutes fit bar
45 minutes balls, bands and bars
120 minutes ZUMBA
15 minutes zumba practice

weight:
150.0 yes it is monday again now isn't it???/ next monday is going to be different!


January 26, 2010

well back down the scale we go. grr.... i want to get away from the 150 so badly. once i get to 144 i will feel better. away from that number that keeps wanting to hold me in it grasps. so the question really comes down to how bad do i want it? if i want it, i am going to have to avoid any grains. period. not that i eat that many but will need to just keep them away from me. basically eat 100% raw. not sure why that is so tough. think i need something of more substance sometimes. maybe some benas would help. i dont know. dont want to do those daily either though. well will be good until friday see where i am and hopefully that will give me some motivation! need to get back to doing my fitday.com too...... will try to start up again today. that helps me keep tabs on how many calories i am intaking. you would think with as much as i work out that it would not be this challenging. right? ;) right..... wish that was the case. so wish i was one of those people that could just eat whatever i wanted. yes i naturally gravitate to healthy eating and raw. i love it! but occasionally it would be nice to be able to eat something else and not have to pay in the weight realm.

food log:
green smoothie - barley grass, banana, fresh oj, strawberries, shredded coconut
3 cups dandelion root tea with RO water and fresh almond mylk
wildberry pure organic raw bar
bowl of chocolate banana ice cream
slice of almond cheese
1 small spelt tortilla - i know! i was hungry though.
3 cups dandelion root tea
salad = baby lettuce, tomatoes, homemade guacamole, 1/4 cup refried beans
1 cup carrot/apple juice + barley grass
3 cups dandelion root tea, RO water, fresh almond mylk

exercise:
60 minutes vinyasa yoga
50 minutes total body toning
70 minutes walking and playing at the park with the kids
weight:
148.5 (-1.5)


January 27, 2010

well this next week and half is going to be tough again. we are just having a tough financial month i suppose. last month i didn't teach several of my classes on my heavy class load day because the gym closed due to holidays. so now i am paying by not having as much $. next month should be better. i am not taking time off and also am picking up 3 new classes mid february. that will be good. so tired of not having any money! oh my goodness! i just like to be able to go to the store and buy the food i want and not have to think about inexpensive.

yesterday was a nice day. i like tuesdays, only 2 classes. I get the whole afternoon/evening free. ahhhhh so sweet! Fell asleep last night at 7 pm. I was truly very exhausted. slept until almost 7 this morning so 12 hours. woohoo! lovely feel free good today. After going to park with the kids yesterday i started getting wiped OUT! we were just playing and whatever and all of a sudden it hit me. so we walked back to the house. and made some dinner for the family.

Yes i did eat a tortilla yesterday after i said i was going to avoid grains. unfortunately grains are less than real food. I am allergic to wheat, rye, rice, corn, oats...... so have to avoid most anyway. i can KIND OF tolerate the spelt. but i am wondering if that is what makes my weight fluctuate over the weekend and that i really am allergic to that too. I had been allergic to it. but have been just kind of testing it to see if i still am. Anyhow - ezekiel bread is out for me and my kids. Used to love that stuff, but can't eat it because i am allergic.

I did get in my skin brushing yesterday and yoga and meditation and green juice and smoothie. yay! yesterday was a good day in that realm. Also got the facial masque and shampoo and conditioner from www.beautifulonraw.com . I am really hoping that the hair care will help my hair! it got totally toasted by a lady back in august and it has looked HORRIBLE since then :( Will see though. If it works, i will buy it for life. I am tired of my hair looking like crap. ugh! i so wish that lady had NOT Fried my hair. probably will never get a perm again. this has been 5 months of looking bad :(

Today, 2 classes to teach. some choreography to learn. I was going to get up at 5 am and go to a spin class but I opted to sleep in instead. I have been feeling so tired. felt like i should rest so i can get through the tail end of my week.

HAd massage therapy yesterday. yes still doing that. she is trying to get the pain out of my knees by working on my feet, ankles and calves. My feet got to where they did not lay flat after that accident. my ankles are very tight! and so are my calves. it was pretty painful. but today my feet are feeling better. my ankles are still really tight. hopefully that will pass....... they feel like they dont have the range of motion that they are supposed to have. they are just kind of stuck.... something in my left quad flared up this last Shabbat. I ended up staying home because it hurt so bad. She started to work on that some too. Hopefully it will stay away until she can really dig in and get to it.

food log:
fruit smoothie - fresh made oj/banana
banana
spelt tortilla
slice of almond cheese
TBS of raw honey
green smoothie - strawberries, banana, oj, cranberries, spinach
3 cups dandelion root tea made from reverse osmosis water and homemade almond mylk
PURE wild blueberry raw bar
chunk of watermelon
a couple of handfuls of grapes
3 cups dandelion root tea - same
reverse osmosis water
another banana

exercise:
60 minutes hatha yoga
60 minutes ZUMBA

weight:
148.5

shopping:
I am just going to list everything some of this stuff is obviously for other family members....
hashbrowns, froz blueberries, froz green peas, froz brocoli, froz strawberries, froz stir fry veggies, 4 containers oj, container apple juice, martinellis sparkling apple grape juice, gluten free pasta, 2 packages spaghetti, cranberries, 10# oranges, pistachio nuts, 2 pasta sauces, watermelon chunk, sprouts, cucumber, 2# grapes, 2 packages blueberries, mango, 3# cuties, 5# org apples, 4 org green peppers, 5# org bananas, 1/2 pound org celery, 2 org tomatoes, 2 org avocadoes, 5 gallons reverse osmosis water, org long brown rice, org spelt flour, 2 packages of org spinach, spelt tortillas, gluten free pancake mix, amys refried beans, almond cheese, kosher cheddar cheese, 2 packages tofu, raw honey, organic raw bar, gluten free cookies, org cage free eggs - $130.... this is going to be a tough week..... hopefully it will last through the week though! this was really light for groceries! especially in the raw food spectrum!


January 28, 2010

food log:
green smoothie - spinach, barley grass, blueberries, strawberries, banana, oj, cranberries
3 small glutenfree pancakes - made from potato flour, flax seed/RO water, and homemade almond mylk
6 cups dandelion root tea made with reverse osmosis water/homemade almond mylk
2 bananas
1 apple with 1 TBS almond butter
couple of handfuls of green grapes
lots of reverse osmosis water
2 TBS raw honey
4 almonds

exercise:
60 minutes hatha yoga
50 minutes total body toning
60 minutes fit bar
60 minutes ZUMBA
60 minutes ZUMBA TONING


January 29, 2010

food log:
green smoothie - blueberries, strawberries, spinach, barley grass, banana, oj
banana
lots and lots and lots of spinach salad - i have MISSEd this!
1 1/2 oranges
4 almonds
1/4 cup amys lentil vegetable soup
small handful org raisins
6 cups dandelion root tea with reverse osmosis water + homemade almond mylk
large salad
strawberries, blueberries, raisins, slice of avocado, slice of orange, a few black olives
small piece of tofu mixed with some veggies and what tasted like fire tomatoes

exercise:
45 minutes fit bar


January 30, 2010

feel like i am fighting something off again. gaah! will write a real blog tomorrow. in the meantime here is what i had today....

food log:
green smoothie - fresh oj, strawberries, blueberries, cranberries, banana, spinach, barley grass
3 cups dandelion root tea with RO water and homemade almond mylk
another green smoothie - same as before
3 more cups dandelion root tea
apple with 1 TBS almond butter
several slices of pineapple, few slices of peaches and plums, slice of grapefruit, several slices of oranges, some kiwi, 1 black olive, slice of avocado, blueberries, strawberries, 4 or 5 grapes, 8 figs, 2 dates, few raisins
1/2 skinny slice spelt challah
1 small piece spelt vegan honey cake
9 D3 - did help last night i had a horrid sore throat and it was gone this a.m. still feel like i am fighting some congestion though and have been so so tired today!

exercise:
none.


January 31, 2010

Something is trying to get me again! matt has been sick and it is going around up there. a nasty upper respiratory infection that starts with a sore throat. friday night i had a horrid sore throat started to load up on the d3. that cleared up by sat morning. yesterday i was incredibly exhausted! also had a bit of a cough. had smoothies and liquids all morning until we went over to a friends in teh afternoon for a tu b'shvat seder. that was a lovely time.

Anyhow - today is better. still have some cough. feel like there is still something trying to get my lungs. going to try to do all liquids today. also going to just try to get some rest and take it easy. maybe do a little bit of yoga, but nothing heavy. need to work on some choreo for ZUMBA and cycling. but maybe i can just watch and mentally do it.

I was happy with how i did on Shabbat. At least i didn't go way back up the scale like every other week. i was up on friday morning ugh. but am back down a little this morning. Amazing how much it fluctuates. I was so irritated with it on friday though. i work out 5 hours on thursday didn't really eat that much over the course of the day and i was up! now why the heck is that? i dont know. I am sure in need of a vacation though. I am burnt out. and need a mental break. I have one coming up mid march. A raw retreat. Very excited about that. but that is still another month and half out. sigh. oh well at least it is coming.

Friday morning i did a biofeedback session as well. The lady said i am one of the healthiest people she knows. Most people have all kinds of things that need worked on. I guess i only had a few. She is supposed to get me a printout b4 next week. So that will be good. I try. But i know i dont succeed all the time.

I will be so so thankful for this friday. PAY DAY! finally! geesh! January has been a financially tough and taxing month. Hopefully february will prove to be better :) Will see.

food log:
green smoothie - barley grass, strawberries, blueberries, banana, fresh oj
dandelion root tea made with reverse osmosis water
a few black olives
1 1/2 apples with 1 TBS almond butter
2 slices almond cheese
8,000 IU vitamin d3
green smoothie - same as b4
another slice almond cheese
green smoothie - same as b4

exercise: none. taking it easy today.

weight:
148.5



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